Strangely enough, I had quite a bit of difficult this week getting into the songs. Even after listening to them over and over again, it did not click with me. However, I did come to notice something…While I may have not been able to really connect to the songs, I noticed a trend in the tone and lyrics within the music.
Many of the blues artists sing about a woman (and occasionally a man) who they love or hold dear. They either make reference to these loved ones by either stating that they are going away (sleeping around or seeing other people), not returning the love they give, or mistreating them.
Honey Bee
She been all around the world making honey
But now she is coming back home to me.
Corrina, Corrina
I love Corrina, God knows I do
And I hope that someday, she come to love me too.
Careless Love
Love, O love, O careless love,
You see what careless love has done.
It's gone and broke this heart of min,
It'll break that heart of yours sometime.
In my own fancy, I suppose, I coined these mysterious loved ones under the umbrella term of 'honey'. Sweet, loving honey, like the endearing name people title their sweethearts. These blues artists are stuck to their honey and the time they invest in their honey is like the time it takes to harvest the actual food.
What made these 'honeys' worth singing about?
Why do the singers want to keep their 'honeys' contained?
To me, honey is free flowing. The jar of a container that the honey is placed in is now open, allowing it to ooze out on its own choosing. Moreover, the honey has the option to ooze out in any direction, place, or length of time it wants. The act of they honey leaving the jar and dripping into its own essence is representative of the singers' 'honeys' leaving them.
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On a separate note, Baylor's piece tonight stirred something in me and I felt compelled to write it down. Even though it is nowhere nearly representative of how I feel, it is sudden and, above all else, true.
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Sometimes I feel so under control that I wonder what it is like to be human.
People move, people shake, cry, rise, and fall;
and I cannot do anything but stand still.
A still standing statue of a corpse.
Tell me what it feels like to be alive, because try as hard as I do,
my fingers are sewn together and I cannot grasp my being.
I cannot embrace my soul.
And God knows,
Oh, God knows.
How do I be?
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